What would you do?

When it hurts to be you, there are two options:
live with the pain or stop being you.
What do you do?

If a bomb was brewing in your gut for years,
tossing you around in unexplainable anger,
anxiety and occasional misanthropy,
What would you do?

When it finally explodes, anger subsides,
anxiety turns to sadness and misanthropy turns to self-hatred,
leaving a big gap in your heart,
What do you do?

If years and years of self-exploration,
go down the drain, leaving you with a void.
What would you do?